ALRIGHT!!!!

so xanga is kind of boring me a lil....

peace

things in my head

its almost 11 on a school night. Love is something so far i can't reach it right now. Last semester i felt like a fake. This semester i feel like a little bit of new-ness in me. Im extremely happy its a new year, 2005 was getting on my nerves. i hated the beginig of high school. i know i have a best friend & really close friends, but i feel like a don't know them as much as i should. i wish i wasn't lazy in cheerleading. im trying to get a heel stretch. i wonder if ill ever be really really good to be on a college cheer team. what college am i going to? New York excites me to the max. i wish i had gumption to wear heels to school and not feel emabressed & i love shoes! James Franco is a very attractive person. Im happy im over my weird-maturing phase of life. I love my dorkestra friends. Jergens tanning lotion is amazing. My parents are beautiful people. my sister is growing up way too fast & wearing my clothes!! sometimes i worry about what i eat. I like to sing to RENT songs with danielle, sami, emily, tyler, and katy. Salmon tastes like it smells..YUCK, I hope i get an amazing car. My job this summer will hopefully be at a pool selling food, and getting a tan. Loving how all the clothes catalogs are showing spring clothes :) I chipped my antenna on my phone! American Idol is a great subject to talk about. Split ends are a pain. I hope i can travel the world when im older.  I haven't kissed a boy... in a while. I really liked getting to know brittany, kacie, jordan, and kelsey when we went out for starbucks and subway and sonic before our game. I wish i could go back to Paris and get the mascera i bought and bring it back here and make a million dollars..yeah its that good. i like to pray during the day. A massage would feel AMAZING right now. i do not like forgetting peoples names. Waking up super early kills. i wish i could sit down and eat breakfast instead of eating in the car on the way to school. i want to take hip hop dance lessons...yes thats right. haha,girl scout cookies are da bomb. im obsessed with buddypic.the color orange in my bathroom makes me energized. I like my random thoughts i have! "How to make an American Quilt" is an awesome movie.i wish i could hear complements made from girls, come from boys mouths ((*ex...you have pretty eyes, i like your shirt today, your nails are killer..lol i don't kno!)) im glad i can understand dependent and independent clauses. i like mascera a lot. painting emily's basement kicked butt. i haven't watched the food network in a while. i do try to read the bible every night. i don't like eating an unchanged menu every week for dinner. but then others would be grateful for just one meal. Hannah at Johnson County Community Lodge is adorable. basketall is a fun sport. i love dreams, they keep me entertained at night.

AHH well just thought id put some random thoughts out of my head on to your computer screen.

"No other way, no day but today...!" ahh RENT soundtrack

                       guess what im seeing tonight...

im so excited

                                                                                               love stories

<3

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Danielle got in a car wreck

Thank the Lord she didn't get hurt...

WOW

midwinter was so much fun !!

i got to meet a whole lot of new people. like Cody, my swing dance partner

I learned how to Swing Dance, SO much fun

i meet a few new boys :)

We satyed up till 230 on saturday night

Amy showed up when she said she wasn't! Then we were screaming, "What? Yeah! Okay!" lol

Limbo was such a  blast

Sami meet a new guy, hehe, porkey, aka (mark) is SO FUNNY! "Well if i was skinny what would they call me, lean cuisene? HEY look there goes lean cuisene!!" LMAO

PLUS i saw a better way to view things through Christ, which was amazing

&& to end it on the way out a train came so we did a chinese fire drill, then we saw another train come, so we got out and partied to Gold Digger with Palua her sister, Clayton, Abby, and the kids from FCC of Oathe, lol that was soo cool

If i had this much fun at midwinter, i can only begin to think what fun camp will be like... omg...

School tomm which = not cool, but whatever.

Okay... so new years resolutions,

and i know for sure im sticking with them

> Getting a car

> Getting a job

> Keeping my grades up (NO C's!)

> Get some muscles going on

> Not feel so sorry for my self, when there are others out there much worse.

> Give more to my church & find a youth pastor

> Start the day off with a nice breakfast

> Getting a new cell phone

> Make new freinds but keep the old (sounds like a song, hehe)

> Be honest to people and myself

> Put energy into getting interested in others, not trying to get them interested in me

> Learn more

> AND not to procrastinate, my room is an example of procrastination, lol

> Keeping the faith, energy, and happines in my life :)

When my mom was growing up there was 5 kids + 2 adults + a few pets in that tiny house. When we have family get togethers, there can be up to like 15-20 people in there at one time. Its so much fun, lol

That would be my grandmas house, unfortunalty she's moving, but its for the better.

HORRAY FOR EFFING

2006!!!! IAM SO

PUMPED!!!